* the busy me..

dari atas; Aussie, Aberdeen, Otago =)

salam my frenz...it's been a week since i last blogging.hee..tgk title tu?? lawak ja tgk title tuh kan? busy apala leen ni..dok jdi babysitter ja.hee

sekadar gambar hiasan dan idaman ~ ~

tp have to remember, everyone got their own busy times as well as private times and one should be given opportunity to enjoy both of it without any disturbbbbs..he.eventhough i always think that time may have something against me that i always be on short of it recently.....tp sekarang..saya sdg ambil cuti ( >_<)...haha..not the real cuti laa..tp utk berpikir kot=)

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saya dapat offfer letter few days ago..dpt lagi...dis time, from Aberdeen, Scotland..to count, da dpt three offer letters..taktau nk :0 ka nk :)) ka nk :'(.....heee...someone.tell me?? ee..konpius la.

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as expected, saya defer lagi....to next year.so msa sya kt UK nnt, baru nk decide yg mana..boleh?? bak kata hati saya....i'm just 23.hehe....and bak kata hati saya lg...saya mahu berbakti smbil menggembirakan hati..sambil dpt duet pound sterling..u may called it as "reward" LL( ^_^)

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ok2 i lied.it's not that easy la..i've been thinking about the whole thing quite long.dis is about my life and my future.xle main2..main ckit2 ja xpa..kot.hee.

so dis year should be my berbakti-to-fmily-sambil-jalan2-cari-pengalaman year.....defer sjala dlu study tu..plus the scholar ~ kurg mengizinkan ~ hehe...next year baru ok, kot..

plus..after this so-called year, i mean next year la..i have to study really hard-----> then...keja,,thennnn....getting married..(see, i've bold this word)..

he.to think about that, maybe masa tu (study kuat, keja kuat, kwin?), masa saya utk bermanja barbakti berapa2 with family become a bit limited kan..have to admit.a big difference kan when u're solo and after u've married...so i take this as my final year to fullllyyy berbakti to my fmily as ank dara...ecece aayat...hahaha.sedey lak.ekceli, sampai mati pun saya ttp berbakti...

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apa2 pun, everyone got their own ways on living their life,,to the fullest..yg penting hati kita hepi..hati mak ayah fmily pun senanggg jeee kan..apa pun kta nk buat, itula yg penting..hee.go after your dreamssss!!! no regrets..

here i wanna share with you some inspirational words la, from Paulo Caelho ~

' Looking at other people's gardens '

" when we start planting the garden of our life, we glance to one side and notice our neighbour is there, spying. He himself is incapable of growing anything, but he likes to give advice on when to sow actions, when to fertilize thoughts, and when to water achievements.

if we listen to what this neighbour is saying, we will end up working for him, and the garden of our life will be our neighbour's idea.

we will end up forgetting about the earth we cultivated with so much sweat and fertilized with so many blessings.

we will forget that each centimetre of earth has its mysteries that only the patient hand of the gardener can decipher.

we will no longer pay attention to the sun, the rain, and the seasons;

we will concentrate instead only on that head peering at us over the hedge.

the fool who loves giving advice on our garden never tends his own plants at all.."

hmm frens, what do you think bout the story above??

ekceli, to me, that ' neighbour ' tuh is other people, bukan kawan2, family, and org2 baik yg slalu bg advice yg baik kpd kita..baik atau buruk tuh, kita sndiri yg tentukan..kta saja yg tau apa yg terbaik utk dri sndiri kan..slalunya that kind of 'neighbour' tu are those yg suka melihat kejatuhan org lain, yg suka tgk org lain jatuh bersama2 dia tp xmau kta naik bersama2 dia....

and apa yg penting, pendirian kita...mst teguh..jgn asyik ikut org lain..xsemua yg baik utk org lain tu baik utk kita..kn..kena ingat jasa org yg byk tolong kita slama ni, good friends ( you know who you are=) ), and family...

**peringatan utk diri sendiri dan kwan2 tersayang...**