* Caught up!

cey cey one happy family ( minus the dog.heh)

wah wah wah it's been awhile since I last blogged something up. yea.hence the title - really caught up with everything now.

so i just went to the bookshop on my way to the cc - and got one medium sized - donald duck organizer.hahaha.no, i lied - ( avoiding harith's jealousy)
I got mine just a normal plain organizer. just good enough for me to put all my current kellam kelibut serabuut plans and a bit of coretan luahan rintihan hati thingy. wek..hee

hmm.you know peeps.It was like my 3months not-so-holiday-being a busy bibik with GRE on the mind kind of thing had made my whole life scribbled! haha. ok exaggerating.too much.but yes. I do feels like 'everyone' was hoping that this time - I can do something - in a way of benefiting everyone ( ? ) . I don't know for sure. But I guess that was what I had been trying to do for about a year now.

and I got to say that I feel ... lifeless. em breathless.needing some space.and I need. really need the support for me to go on.and solving the problems.and once in a awhile - spending more time for myself. you know, when you feels like you have no one to rely on - to think about you, to feel at least a bit sympathy or care maybe. all you need is to find the inner strength that anyway - kind of having been used up - to half, or more.

* cries blood *

haih.tetiba emosi nih.
*ketuk ketuk kepala*

ok ok.dah kembali normal.

tapela. my mak once said that I am one strong girl.
and hardly cries * she never knew how fragile I am.haha
So. I guess I have to be like what my mom believes. kan.

ok, nii sebenarnya luahan hati ntah hapa hapa jaa nii.agak malas nak berblog sedih sedih sebab takut org bosan nak baca.

tapi sebab ayu ym hari tu cakap dia suka baca blog leen and she did a bit of accomplishment about my writing - rasa terharu and blog jugakla.....hehe.

and yes...paling penting rindu kat kawan kawan semua.
thanks cik seri and cik linda ssudi datang berjumpa leen balik hari itu jauh jauh sanggup datang naik bas pastu jumpa pon sekejap sangat. sorry and thanks lagi lagi lagi.. * berlinangan air mata

to cik uda - it's ok.we are neighbour now : I can visit and terjah you anytime, no? hehe

to cik mira - thank lalink for the chocolate ( so sweet lah ) save the pound for your cucu cicit okeh!

to cik pae - good luck exam!! heh nanti jumpa bln 4 ya? jgn malas malas ass ok?

to cik ayu - oh tunangg org ni oh oh..hehe tunggu kedatanganku ke kelantan bersama nasi kerabu mu!

to semuala.sayang sgt kat kawan kawan niih.meh belah jantung peparu hati semua mmg ada tulis nama hangpa nih=)

ok ok bubye sayangss leen nak menyambung pekerjaan.

take care.

toodles!

p/s: fighting! later will blog about the gifts and harith busyuk itu.